Beautiful Mania: There is beauty in the break down

this is me wishing all you little shits going to city club for konrads birfday tonight a very merry fucking good drunken sexy time.

i miss you. T_T

blehhhh

maybe its a part of me you took to a place i hoped it would never go.
and maybe that fucked me up so much more than youll ever know.

my whole fucking world is bearing your disease.

stupid, stupid girl…

with swollen eyes and a broken heart:
be quiet. it is what it is.

its hot outside…

stuff.

cheese!

2 weeks postnatal. not bad. well, no makeup yet, but hey! heres to feeling kind of cute for the first time in a long time!

its worst at night

OH YUSSS. my dr. seuss cake!

thats right. i made DR. SEUSS CAKE!!!

wait til you bitches see my dr. seuss rainbow cake.

oh fucking yes.
i posted that picture of rainbow cake a few hours ago, and became dedicated to making its existence apparent in my life.
and so it became.

ITS BAKING RIGHT MEOW!!! pictures to come!!!

if anyone knows where to accomplish ownership of this cake, do tell.
it may make me irreducibly content with being alive.

thecrushingdarkness:

st4y-afloat:

me to myself, everyday

*sigh

If youre not an adult- or would get easily triggered/offended by a defiant, volatile, emphatic, or terribly passionate female I suggest you go back to the dashboard and keep scrolling.

Im Erin.:
I like makeup. And I doing it to my face all the fucking time. And i like posting pictures of it. Im a professional makeup artist and cosmetic fiend of eclectic sorts. if you have questions about makeup- ill either answer them or tell you i have no goddamned idea.

I was also raped several months ago. I talk about it on here quite openly- and WITHOUT shame. I am perfectly open to answering questions or offering support. you cant offend me anymore than being raped already has.
trust me on that.

I seem to smoosh cosmetic escapism and internet-rape-therapy quite nicely- and I make no attempt to be inconspicuous about it. I support the fuck out of any person who has survived sex violence- and I dont fucking tolerate the nonchalant, bullshit submission to rape culture.

Or beating up on people because they look like they got gang banged by crayola.

Live long and prosper.
xoxo

90% OF WHAT I POST BELONGS TO ME, IS A PHOTO OF ME, OR OF MY PROFESSIONAL WORK, OR IS COPYRIGHTED TO MY PHOTOGRAPHER(S). AND *DO NOT* PUT YOUR PERSONAL WATERMARK ON MY PHOTOS OR I WILL ASK YOU TO TAKE IT DOWN OR BE SERVED WITH SOME LEGITIMATE LEGAL SHIT. REPOSTING MY PHOTOS IS FINE, BUT STEALING THEM AND USING THEM FOR PROFESSIONAL, OR SELFISH PURPOSES WITHOUT MY CONSENT MAKES YOU A DOUCHE,. DONT BE A DOUCHE.